Learning lesson, to be faithful and "bloom where you are planted" as Christy Nockles had  mentioned before. It is easy to allow your mind to drift ahead and wish for something different in the future, but I am called to live to Christ and die to self. Not easy. To praise the Lord in all situations, not easy. Thankfully and praise the Lord, I have Him who is greater than my heart. My job, it is where I have been called to, it is my mission field. Here I hope to learn to be faithful, for this is where I am planted!