It's July 18th, July 18th....life goes by fast. I had committed to about 3 months and soon that time is coming to an end...this week was another trip to Mbale for CURE appointments, a children's hospital that especially deals with neuro children here in Uganda. Children walk home from school in their school uniforms..a rainbow of colors...pink, bright green, blue and white checkers..we have "little pumpkins" here in Jinja, with their orange and green uniforms. We have also named others "eggplants" and "blueberries"! I had the opportunity to meet a team with 99 Balloons that came to volunteer with Ekisa. They had activities for the children and also had a dinner that was for the community care children and their family...one of the door prizes..a goat! It may not seem much of a gift back at home, but one of our Mommas one the goat and from what I was told, she cried and was very thankful for the prize she won. During this time here, the Lord has worked on my heart...anything good that you see out of this life..it is because of Jesus... I know myself...it is ugly what is on the inside...think about how you never have to teach a child to sin...nope, it is just part of who we are when we are birthed into this world. Still..something that I need to remind myself more often is that the grace of Jesus Christ is greater than the sins we have committed and even in Christ, the sins we commit ( I know this is a long non proper English sentence). Even in His grace, He has allowed me to come to be part of a ministry called Ekisa, which means "grace." I try and attain grace, but it can't be attained...it is even Jesus that draws us to himself ...I have been part of that...He draws me, He is drawing others to himself. That is the gospel...drawing the filthy, unlovely, hurting, needy, on and on people to Himself...for life with Him here but also life after this Earth...He draws us...will you come and rest at His feet? It is hard for me to be still...often (like a whole lot) I don't want to...I would rather pray to God, than be still and listen to Him. So I don't have it all together, nor will I until I reach my home with the Father and Jesus. My time is almost finished during this amount the Lord allowed...but it was just part of the journey that He has me on..."I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and future, Jeremiah 29:11